Leo zodiac facts.
How I’ve constantly been feeling :( I wonder if this feeling will ever subside.
So is it me or am I that big of a fucking loser?! That my best friend doesn’t ever like to invite me anywhere…like you vent to me about the same fcking shit OVER and over. I check up on you to see if you’re alright. But no you can’t even ask me to tag along with whatever you’re doing? And last year you give me shit for not being there for you on our birthday? You’re not nearly there for me as much as I am for you. And what do I get in return?! Disrespect. Straight up disrespect. Sometimes I wish I could just make new friends but I can’t bc I have some kind of repellant that I can never get rid of and people just don’t fucking like me or want to stay friends with me. It’s pretty god damn depressing. I just can’t seem to get it right with anything. I feel so lonely and I hate it. So the only person I want to hang out with is my bf bc he seems to be the only one who gives a shit. And somehow he still loves me and wants to be with me 24/7 when at times in such a shit gf. And my other friend just moved to SD who I will probably not see for quite some time. My best fucking friend who I can openly be insane with and it’s okay. Now she’s gone. Why is every fucking thing so annoying and depressing and why don’t I know how to be happy when things aren’t? I hate this tired feeling. Fuck I need therapy.
I used to have a set flow for my blog now it’s kind of…all over the place. I also used to write more which I don’t do it much anymore. I used to do a lot of things that I don’t do much of anymore and I wish I did more of. I wonder what it is I that stops me? Lack of motivation? Depression? Getting older? Who knows….what I do know is that there’s something missing inside me and I’m desperate to get it back. But if I only knew what and how.
When I watch him drive away I get a little heartbroken…and then the bad thoughts consume me. But then at least I’ll know he’s mine this time and he’ll always come back for me and only me. I guess this is why he wants us to push on. As long as he’s by my side then there is hope for us.
You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book. Psalm 56:8, NLT.
Do you know how important you are to God? He cares so much about every detail of your life. He cares about your thoughts, feelings and emotions. In fact, what you are going through is so important to Him that He records every sorrow and collects the tears you’ve shed.
Why would God record your sorrows and collect your tears? Because everything that affects you matters to Him. He is your Vindicator. He’s keeping an account of every wrong that’s ever been done to you so that He can make up for every single one of them. He wants to restore to you everything that has ever been stolen. He wants to heal every hurt and pain.
Today, know that God cares about the things that concern you. He cares about the things that hurt you. He is close to the brokenhearted, and He wants to bring you peace and comfort. Turn to Him and receive His love. Let Him bring healing to your heart and restoration to your soul.